Absense

Ok. this isn't all I think about. For example:

S. is a true misogynist. Here is why: he was telling me about his mother, saying that she is perfect; too perfect actually. She cooks perfectly, she is perfectly dressed, her house is perfect.

Enough to make you BARF huh.

misogyne. (or just gay?)

Misogyny begins in the womb.

OR: the way D. tells me about the teacher in Calais who had acid thrown on her face. (Is this just folklore?) Yeah: battery acid apparently. The way you said it though, was not serious enough, did not take the fragility of human life seriously. maybe she was dreaming of croissants and romance atop le tour eiffel. and in Calais, a "beach" resort town.

maybe I am too hard on you. (I hate you for the *way* you told a story?)

Or that bitch Rebecca who couldn't even look at me in the eye on the bike path in RURAL FRANCE. I said "Hello" (it's human decency of course). That ugly bitch with a lime green jacket and wild for you- Nasty diseased New Zealand. your soul mate.

yeah maybe I'm too hard on you (asshole.)