Absense

no perks.

today i went and saw some people being paid 5.50/hr were working at my old job.... am in a ridiculously good mood now that I have a new car!!!! it even has an "F" lovely sticker to show my french pride..

got a 'red eye' at perks...
Can't buy the florida tickets yet because the way back has a stop... my mom is scared of flying..

my friend erin has lyme!
Hope I am going out tomorrow with v. Ya, just because he's the only man in sight I'm so excited... and I can show him my new car... and american countryside. Am really jealous he's gotten close to Annicka's family... remember her?

Am embarassingly excited about Sunday's episode of Six Feet Under... a perk to living 845.

w. ain't here to tell me weird lies!!

woah woah woah, am just totally excited on a rollercoaster about working at a french investment back. Bonjour, monde! ... now why would a level headed girl who doesnt want to get dressed up all 'corporate' be excited about this? husband hunting?
and talking to ms. evangelista, she;s so cool and I don't even know her. linda evangelista is my fashion icon.

My dad is going to pick up my car today at noon. Not much has changed since first grade, when my daddy and pop-pop were building "my" pool.

things change so fast, (in my head)

talk about a positive work environment, I was told I "screwed it up" this morning.

I an never really show this blog to anyone, except a non-english speaker...

i write this mosquitos are eating me. tonight; wanted to talk for hours with the belarussian but, he seems to think I am more popular than I am... laughed for hours about junk I wrote.

told myself today "ride the wave" of good vibes last few days. the only good vibe is having a new car! congratulations (in jeannie fake voice)!

last day august 19th at that joint! brain overloading with details, analyses, am going to bust open. I hope v. doesn't go to boston this weekend, then my plan will be ruined (plan?) yeah, plan to have a plan!

have a pimple on my leg from... waxing! am going to go into braindead state if i have to act like a know it all any longer at my society. Gosh I had to COLOR a MAP today! J. is a bit screwy.

and I still have a friend in france who says "let it ring once and I'll call you back". but I never have any good news for him... qu est ce qu tu fais de beau? rien du tout? t'es nul.

just was really sad to get off the phone with v. that means I am starved for human attention and discourse.... I think I should talk to my psych. Oh so dark. they can't help you.

I would like to bury my head in the sand.

jessi jessi jessi

I can't be fucked to understand web pages, or web page design.

Just looked at a sweet saab! not many miles, nice price, beautiful. But, it's not 5 spd :( will consider quand meme.

Call about a nice job today that I thought I wanted until they said the pay (awful!!) Saves me a trip to vermont.

my boss came in here chewing trail mix from cosco, chewing with her mouth open, bossing me around, correcting my damn grammar. She really is something else. Then she offered "Michael" some junk from Costco.

it is 4 pm. my mom came home drunk last night from a Jewish wedding. She is ridiculous.

Thinking of france alot lately... would like to get back for a few months.

Dreamed nothing good because I felt my sheets were dirty.. and Princess has some sort of asthma, I think.


Am a little bit too obsessed about Six Feet Under and a certain actor on another HBO show. Like, I think I should get a life?

Last night was just about the best night of my life in a long time because of what happened on the show.

has my blog appeared on CNN yet?

my dad's friend referred me to the Westchester Jewish Community Center.. and i said "but i'm not Jewish" and he goes "Jews know what they're doing"...

It seems the motto of my office world is "It's only 3:15?!!".. I'll have to pitch that one to the sitcom writers.

This is my blogging debut.

remember we used to talk about sending out a mass email to everyone in the alumni directory... like "today i went to the store.."

well today I went to the store and saw a bunch of assholes that I hate, felt guilty about embarassing myself to all of them (remember I told that guy i have a 'big ego') and told him I was trying to meditate in front of the yogurts (in other words, fuck off), and then my fake apology and his fake "don't worry about it" and my excuse was that I have a big ego wink, wink. anyway today I was glad to save 20 cents on a bottle of perrier water (Yes, I only drink the best wink, wink) and was going to buy a bag of blue chips but changed my mind at the last second. You know they were my trademark back in elementary school, those chips. Now my trademark... hopefully is a new beautiful car!

Now I'm the type of person that watches will & grace and actually really laughs, or watches a baby being born on tv and actually cries, like real tears! Although i do have standards, I still do want to throw up every time I see katie couric asking someone smart very dumb questions. or a segment on what it means to be a good parent; I want to barf.