Absense

I am the type that sees life as incredibly dangerous. I live like I'm ready for a hurricane to hit me and knock me dead. I am ready to dig my grave. and write my epitath. Look what killed her; No one's surprised. I'm surprised when I make it through the day sometimes. Like; it's a miracle. every day in france was really hard I would think "it took courage to be me" but even that is too nice. It took a real asshole to be me.