Absense

Oh man. There is no graceful way to do it. Not call a guy back when you made plans with him. You just stopped wanting to go out to "dinner"; or your desire was probably fake the whole time. fake fake fake. And the dude is leaving the country in two days. I guess I knew what was coming, what was going to happen. He would elaborately clear his throat to make a speech, accentuating the importance of his speech by saying my name "tami". Point A. I just thought, you know, I've always liked you tami. Stop right there; Stop right there. I don't want to hear another word. Here's 5 bucks. Getchyourself a cab. I will just order a bubble mint tea with beer mixed in. He doomed himself when he called am and pm. like : tami, I hope you are having a nice night tami and; I just had a great meal with Annika's parents and; I hope you have a good day and; I don't know what youre doing today tami but a bunch of us are going canoeing and; now I live in a nice big room and I was wondering.. Three minute voice mail will not do. My ear gets bored.

Shut the fuck up; I don't understand what youre saying anyway; Come back when you're ready to shut your mouth.

Ready to sob their eyes out. Wants to go take a bath and sob their eyes out.