Absense

My offical nightmare: Turn out to be too depressed or paralysed by fear that I can't make it through the day or grad school or anything. Work in the basement of a library; live in my parents' basement.

on the radio they were saying that in pagan society halloween is a new year celebration. Everyone comes to the bonfire with an object they've intuited to symbolise something of the past year they would like to shed. And they burn it. My symbolic object: all the nasty half-laughable clothes I have worn in the past year, including a pair of levi's that just never worked. all $30 bucks worth. also; a bottle of booze. that is pure symbolism.