Absense

I don't want to talk. I don't want to talk; I want to not talk. spent a bundle on textbook; hated myself for misrepresenting myself. Always sarcastic biting tami comes through. This is not me. As if I subconsciously drive those away I deeply dislike. deep down. I heard myself and hated it. Mrs. Schoenberg was the last person I wanted to run into at the supermarket. I saw then how divided I am. My parents never raised me to be a Jewish prom queen. So don't compete. Feel as though I may have teret's. Scathing insults come out of my mouth to strangers. "that's disgusting" I blurted out to someone coughing. He heard me loud and clear.

turn on: sexy lips
turn off: thinning hair
turn on: sexy eyes
turn off: conceited eyes.

Take your own advice. People are how they seem.