Absense

Ok, i have never felt so much like Pacman. like: refund check; impending doom postponed. Red flashing pacman turns back yellow.

watched a movie of people taking ecstasy; Phoebe Cates yelling at her best friend "you are not marrying a half-gay man; you are going to have your baby here in Beverly Hills" so much love and truth revealed. That guy was so gay. Their lives so shallow. Her an actress, He a writer. Such arcetypes, and brilliant 80's actors.

I used to think dave was so damn great. Until I met H. Until I met X. Always redefining better.