Absense

i write this mosquitos are eating me. tonight; wanted to talk for hours with the belarussian but, he seems to think I am more popular than I am... laughed for hours about junk I wrote.

told myself today "ride the wave" of good vibes last few days. the only good vibe is having a new car! congratulations (in jeannie fake voice)!

last day august 19th at that joint! brain overloading with details, analyses, am going to bust open. I hope v. doesn't go to boston this weekend, then my plan will be ruined (plan?) yeah, plan to have a plan!

have a pimple on my leg from... waxing! am going to go into braindead state if i have to act like a know it all any longer at my society. Gosh I had to COLOR a MAP today! J. is a bit screwy.

and I still have a friend in france who says "let it ring once and I'll call you back". but I never have any good news for him... qu est ce qu tu fais de beau? rien du tout? t'es nul.

just was really sad to get off the phone with v. that means I am starved for human attention and discourse.... I think I should talk to my psych. Oh so dark. they can't help you.

I would like to bury my head in the sand.

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